I went for my first ultrasound so they could date me. I should have been about 7 weeks according to the day I ovulated but I measured at 5w6d. The doc said we were lucky to see a heartbeat that early. It was only 68 bpm but they weren't concerned. They wanted to do a follow up US to make sure the heartbeat went up. Went Friday and the heartbeat was only 40bpm and baby didn't grow. I was basically waiting for it to happen since then and today around 5 started bleeding with clots. I am so upset and I don't know how I'll make it through this. To top it off I saw a girl who announced that she's having her second baby and she basically said it was an accident...I know I should be happy for her but I can't help but think "why can she have two and I can't even have one?!". I just want my baby back in there 😢😢😢😢😢