Raped by my "boyfriend"

Houston • Rape Survivor. Mommy & son duo est. 5.6.16. "Pregnancy From Rape Support" Group.
Recently, I was raped by my "boyfriend." I put it in quotes, because on that night he wasn't anything to me. I finally realized what kind of person he really was, I then figured out that he only wanted my body. 
I had to realize that the one of the few people that I trusted took advantage of me. What hurt me the most was the fact that I loved him, I wanted to be with him forever. Have any of y'all been raped by your boyfriend? Am I the only one that feels this way?