I mc back in February this year and I know I should basically be over it by now but after 16 weeks of a little life growing inside me I'm finding it all very difficult at the moment especially as it's coming up to Christmas and I don't have toys and baby clothes wrapped up and I won't have a baby's first Christmas stocking on the fireplace. However my so seems to find it extremely easy to get on with everything and proceeds to tell me not to think about it. I feel so alone right now, so much so that I've started writing letters to my baby. I just need to vent and emotionally break down.