My heart literally breaks every single month that I start my period. My SO and I have decided to continue to ttc naturally for a few more months. But every single time The app tells me it's time for AF and I'm a couple days late I start to get excited. Especially this month. Usually he doesn't notice when I'm suppose to start. But this month he did. We stayed on top of charting everything. I think what makes this harder is that I was diagnosed with PCOS 3 years ago. So the need to conceive is now stronger than ever. Sometimes I just feel so hopeless. I'm trying to stay positive and just keep trying but it's getting really frustrating. All good vibes or thoughts welcomed.