Man.....this sucks

I don't know why but today I am just feeling defeated.  Have been trying for 7 months and am waiting for the day that I get that positive.  I completely understand that it can take a long time but I am having such a hard time coming to grips that it may be my reality that it could take two, four, ten years to conceive or maybe never.  I want to be a mother.  Every part of me is just aching for this moment.  I do not want to bring negativity to this group because I am grateful for all the women who share their stories but man this sucks some days.  I am hopeful but so fearful about what is going to happen in the future.  Wishing all of you gals luck and the very best on your journey!  Rant over 😊  Xoxo - Sarah