Dear mom

I hate you for what you have done to us. I hate you for what you have tried to do to us. I hate you for never being there, I hate you for not loving me and choosing your boyfriends and anything and everything before me. I tried to let you in and help and be the best daughter I could, but I just got burned everytime. Your the only one I wanted to love me. I sought after your affection and acceptance only to be degraded and pushed away every time. I hate you for not believing me when I told you what he did, I hate you for telling me it was my fault, and saying I deserved it. I hate you more than anyone could hate someone. It's been a few years since we have spoke or since you have been a part of our lives. You don't deserve to see us or be apart of our happiness we have found. I proved you wrong, I did make something of myself and married an amazing man. I have done better than you and I know it eats you alive. Your the white trash, not me. I have no sympathy for you, you deserve everything you have gotten. I  seen you drive by our home, if I see you again I won't hesitate to track you  down and "discourage" you from coming around again. You are a poison and a virus and I can't allow you to infiltrate our lives ever again. I'm not that weak little girl that you  would prey on and mind fu** anymore, I've found my strength and my voice. You have reaped what you have sewn and you deserve every bit of it and I dnt wish you the best, I wish you the worst, I hope you die a lonely, miserable, old wrinkly lady, you know since looks are so important to you.