This guy.

So. There is this guy. We are friends. He likes me, too. We haven't acted on having a relationship because we are distanced right now. We decided that we were gonna have a relationship once the distance isn't too much anymore (we don't want to have an LDR because our past ldr relationships with other people have failed epically)

He tells me he is serious for me. That his heart is only mine. Though we have always talk freely to each other about other people and what we have done and whatnot, I've recently started to get jealous. We both decided we could still see other people while we wait to be together (everything is already planned). But im a jealous hypocrite :( lol I go out with guys and whatnot and he knows and he always tells me to take care and be careful and to not forget where my heart really is. He probably gets jealous, too. But. Ugh. I just want these next 5 months to go by fast so I can see him again. Or that everything happens sooner. I want him to be 100% mine.