Overdosing while pregnant

Hi so I'm just wondering I don't want to ask my dr Becuz I know what he'll say 😏 but is it safe for me to overdose while pregnant? I know a lot of moms that did it and their babies are perfectly fine! It helps with my morning sickness and fatigue and also helps with my depression. Their is no direct evidence that says that overdosing while pregnant will result in the death of my fetus (not a massive overdose) just I don't know like a few oxies and some rum! Pleas answer me otherwise I may melt if I don't engage in my old dear selfish beloved habit of overdosing thanks glow friends I'm sure you'll support me and tell me how you did it too and Its safe right? Looking forward!! 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻 ps I also am wondering what about car crashes Becuz I also know someone that died in a car crash and their baby is fine do you think if I like drive into a pole and die my baby will be fine? Appreciate your support! 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻