I went to the ER last night because I thought some of my water had broke, I got a pelvic exam thingy or pap I can never tell the difference which is bad I know😭😭 but it's the thing with the meatal thingy that's shaped like a you know 😭 so I haven't had sex since the day I found out I was pregnant and I was relaxed, but when it entered my cookie, it felt so terrible it felt worse then when I lost my virginity.. I cried and held my moms hand the whole time. And The OB who was doing the procedure had tears in her eyes.. When she was finished she has told me the pain was probably because I'm such a tiny little thing and that they only had one size on hand in triage which sucks.. Then she went on to tell me that pushing out a babies head is 3x worse.. So I think I will be getting a epidural.. Call me a coward call me whatever you want but that's what I want so women who have had epidurals did it hurt?