My pregnancy wasn't planned. When I told my SO  of a year  that I had a positive urine test last week, he looked like he was going to be sick. The only thing he said was 'you know you can't keep it'. Even though this wasn't planned.... That rejection was painful. He said bringing another child into the world wasn't fair to his 3 year old daughter whom he is in the middle of getting full custody of. I told him I didn't want to terminate. The only thing he is said is that he won't change his mind. He went with me for the bloodwork and of course it confirmed what we already knew. I'm 4 1/2 weeks right now. He ignores the topic and the few times I have brought it up, he gives me 'that look'. The 'I don't want to talk about it look'. So I feel like I am in this 100% alone. I know I've been emotional the past week or so but I hate being in limbo. I don't feel like he even wants me to have a choice, even though I know ultimately it IS my choice. Realistically speaking, I don't know if I can have a child on my own. I can't imagine the finances or working full time and having a newborn. There has never been a child that was more loved than the one I'm carrying right now, but I'm worried that in keeping it, I won't be able to provide for it alone. I don't want to rely on my SO suddenly changing his mind because it very well may not happen. Help! Advice?