Feeling so fat and ugly

I am usually a very healthy person. I'm 10 1/2 weeks with my first and all I want to eat is carbs and protein, and some fruit. I'm eating way more than I'm used to and I feel so fat and disgusting. If I don't eat I feel super sick so I'm eating whatever makes me feel better. I don't have an eating disorder but I've struggled with the fear of being fat my whole life. At 5 ft tall and normally 110lbs, I'm not taking the weight gain well. Anyone else feeling like this? How can I get over it?