Too all the ladies like me hoping for their rainbow babies

No it hasn't happened yet yes I'm worried about my fertility from the miscarriage and pregnancy while on nexplanon I feel like it cause problems. Why do I put so much pressure on myself to get pregnant Right away is it ever going to happen for me again? Should I go to the doctors to do test? These are questions I'm sure sure we've all asked ourselves and don't have the answer's to and it stresses us out I'm sure preventing pregnancy even more.... I know I feel stupid I want it to happen right away but from a medical standpoint it could take three years after nexplanon to conceive and I don't think I'm prepared mentally for the heartbreak for all that time... Good luck ladies I hope it happens for you soon God