Discouraged

So I had my weekly appointment today. I'm 39 weeks a d 6 days. I just got my first cervical check. I'm 2 cm, thinned and soft. I'm just a little upset because I feel like I'm going to be pregnant forever. I go in next week for a ultrasound, and to schedule delivery options.

I just don't know how to feel. I'm tired of being pregnant, and always uncomfortable, and not to mention, I have to work till he decides to come.

So over due and still working. :( any positivity would be great.