Venting

Jess
Pretty sure I'm out been cramping the last few days period due around 12th. We will be try for a whole year March 😞 
My SO had testicullar cancer two years ago now and had to have one removed. Starting to wonder if it's really going to happen. I just want to cry. His doctor said he should be good but will test him at the year mark. I'm scared of getting bad news. 
My heart is breaking, I will still love my man obviously. 
I just don't know what else I can try. 
Specially since I've had my own set of ovary problems I'm really beginning to doubt us having a baby. 
Sorry need to vent pretty gloomy today.Â