I just feel more comfortable posting in this group I got the leep procedure done finally I know I told you guys I was getting it done. It hurt like hell the local had me shaking and I couldn't breathe it was horrible and the doc I seen was completely just ugh he did it then said I'll call you in two weeks with results like huh he told me he was just removing pre cancerous cells I don't know then he didn't say anything like you'll be spotting or here's a pad like my normal doc would have then I had to drive home not cool they lie when they say you can drive your self home I was shaking and my reflexes were off and then I come home to my man who is like you crying you gonna be ok? Like thank for the lack of support I mean he is trying he laid by me and held me but as soon as his phone went off he got up and left because he wanted to smoke like I feel so alone I lost both of my best friends to talk to about this I just need someone to talk to sorry for his long rant