I haven't really grieved when I had my miscarriage in March of this year. After reading a lot of the I'm pregnant post yesterday, my emotions started to bother me. I felt lost and like its hard for me to get pregnant. I am 30 and my first pregnancy was back in March. I thought I would be real fertile and it would happen again, but 9 months later and nothing. Every time I think I may my period comes. I am very discouraged and feel like a loser. All my friends and cousins are mothers. I'm gonna be the oldest person having a baby if I ever get pregnant again.