I wish I was skinnier.

Caitlin • I`m a married 30 y/o high school digital integration specialist. My husband and I welcomed our rainbow baby into the world 1/2017 and are excited to prepare to expand our family in the next few months.
I wish I was skinnier so that I could see and feel the bloat and beginnings of a bump. I know it will come in time and that everyone is different but I'm afraid of how people will view me as pregnant and plus sized. Anyone feel the same?