Confused

My boyfriend and I broke up about 2 months ago for very complicated reasons. Obviously you have the occasional, "oh I miss you, can I come over?"

Soo that explains how I'm pregnant now.

He has a lot of mental issues going on, has been in and out of the hospital with suicidal thoughts. I couldn't hold it in and keep it from him (even though I know he can't handle it right now).

But I have no idea if I can or want to keep this baby. I was told there was an 85 percent chance that I would never have kids, and I just don't understand why it happened now. I'm 21 years old, single and panicking. Just asking for kind words and support from the other single-mommy to be's out there.