Emotional wreck

Anna • 2 second trimester loss due to incompetent cervix and currently TTC Baby #3
Hey ladies , so AF came this week and now that im towards the end im so emotional 😭😭😭 ....i was hoping for my BFP for Christmas. It hurts more than anything to see people pregnant and starting to buy baby stuff and Im grieving for not one but 2 losses in 1 year. Life can be so unfair and cruel at times ......i see soo many people with their rainbow babies and wishing it would be me already.....sorry for venting but I'm so emotional right now