I can't keep my mind from thinking differently.

I started having loose stool back thursday of last week. Naseua kicked in on monday, and from wednesday on i have been throwing up a couple times a day. Not everytime i eat, but just whenever. Thought it could have been something good, only to start af 3 days early yesterday. She is a normal flow. But i am still getting naseuas randomly and threw up once today. It has to be a stomach bug, but i keep looking up things to say it is different.

I want to hold off and have this just go away, but i can't keep the "what if" out of my head. I think, well i could test in the a.m., but then i am afraid what if it is positive and i am just having another chemical. If i had a fever and the puking was more frequent, i think i would feel more certain that it is just a stomach bug, but no.

Why do i have to want it so bad that i can't even get sick without suspecting pregnancy, even with af here?!