Af due dec 26th. Anyone think I should test before xmas?

April • I`m 31 and TTC with baby #1. I was on bc for approximately 15 years and I`m concerned it will affect my fertility.
I would love to find out I'm pregnant on Christmas but I also don't want to be bummed out if it's negative. Thoughts? TTC w#1 for 7 months :(