Weird cycles and frustrated

Nicki

We've been ttc for 14 months and I'm getting so disappointed. Tried opks this month I had both lines very dark on 13 days in a row. My cycles can range from 18 days to 45. I don't know when to test anymore and have started ignoring pregnancy symptoms because I'm nauseous, sore breasts, tired, etc all the time.

It's been two weeks since I've had positive opks. Tonight my hubby was in a grooping sorry of mood and he blurts out I think your pregnant. Your boobs are super tender and you're a little bloated like you were with our previous pregnancies. I had a bfn this morning. Ugh!