So sad...

Risa • Middle school English teacher | Married My College Sweetheart 10/15/05 | 3x Girl Mama to Punkin (10/12/07), Peanut (09/04/16), and Pickle (08/28/18)
I lost another one in early December, confirmed last week. Been processing and waiting to tell people, then yesterday my BIL and SIL announced that they're having their first. I'm so happy to have another niece or nephew, but still so sad.
Hopefully this will be our rainbow cycle. I don't know how many more losses I can take. :(