Maybe Baby?

Feeling so very cautious, anxious, and extremely nervous, as I just found out we might be having our rainbow baby after a MC at 14 weeks last year and a chemical pregnancy at 5 weeks this September. I was just diagnosed in November with a gene mutation; which means I throw blood clots much easier than other people, as well as, I cannot process folic acid. Sustaining a pregnancy will be difficult for me. It makes me so sad that my husband and I have lost our innocence and can't feel excited; but instead we are terrified. Please pray for us that we will ALL be okay, as we can't wait for the day we can hold our first baby ❤️--test taken this evening at 12 DPO.