Insecure 😞

I hate my body so much I have to have sex in the dark it drives my boy friend crazy he wants to see my body so bad he says he loves everything about me .. But I have so many stretch marks and I feel disgusting .. I used to be a size 9 and now I'm a size 1 so my boobs got so small and not perky anymore and my tummy has so many stretch marks .. Ugh it really sucks he has such a perfect body .. Does anyone else feel this way how do you love your body :(