Is it wrong

I'm 14 years old and I only had sex once is it wrong that I'm kinda sexually frustrated. I told my friend that's a guy and he's older he got mad  and sad I'm acting like a thot. Before you guys think I am. My mean of sexually frustrated is different than the actual meaning. I use that word because I'm mad because I can't find a guy that honestly deserves to have my cookie. And my family makes it harder for me to do it cause I can never have the house to myself cause I have all of my aunts and 7 of my cousins in the same roof and I can't go over any boys house. Am I wrong for being mad cause I can't get it on