Hi, my partner and i decided to start trying for a baby around september and so i stopped my pill and the end of september. I had been on if for approx 16 months but prior to that had a merina in for just under 5 years. Its so hard to not get disapointed every month. Im hesistant to have a baby that will be due around christmas time due to the heat/being uncomfortable and my work but i dont want to stop trying as i know how hard it can be.