Boyfriend wants to keep pregnancy a secret but...I'm too excited!

Nicole
Hi everyone! I'm 4 weeks and 1 day pregnant with my first child. I have taken 5 pregnancy tests and all have been positive! I am happy but still in disbelieve. My boyfriend is happy that we are having a baby but wants to keep the pregnancy a secret until we are in our second trimester...possibly until we find out the sex. I am very close to my family, and while I want to keep it a secret to please my boyfriend, I also want to tell my family. I feel guilty keeping something so wonderful to myself. Is feeling that way normal? I havent told anyone and I just want to find women in my same situation that I can talk to and express how happy I am to be having a baby! I am due Sept. 8th, 2016.