High soft closed cervix!!

Rosie • Can't wait to be married to my King 💍👰🏼 December baby on board 💗💙☺️
Hi ladies. 
I've checked my cervix today. 
I'm currently Hight Soft (like lips) but closed... I think I'm not sure.  
I have cramping real bad on my left side low down. 
Got sore lower back too. 
I've missed AF by 10 days now but still getting BFNs 
I'm going to do one final test (I probably won't like) but on the 4th as that's CD35. 
I'm so confused right now. 
My emotions are all over the place. I'm angry and then cry and then laugh. Can CP tell you anything about PG? Send me baby dust 😍✨✨