Blessed beyond words!!
Now that everyone is still sleeping I can make my real NYR. I can say I'm going to be a new me this year because of a scare I had last year. I was diagnosed with stage 1 cc. This is very scary, I didn't know what this meant, what was I going to do? I'm the strong one the one everyone leaned on me for things. I didn't have time for this, is the only thing that kept running in my mind. Then fear took over and I kept playing what ifs over and over!! Then I did what I hope anyone would have done. I researched it. If I had this then I wanted to know my options and what I can do! I talked to my dr and she recommended a simple procedure to put me to sleep and remove half of my cervix! Ouch was the only thing that came to my mind. But that didn't mean 100% (cure) I looked it up! So I went with plan B. I had a hysterectomy, this was the only way to keep my mind at ease. I love my husband and as you know we don't have any kids together but we talked about it and knew this was the best solution! Abby was always considered my miracle baby and now she really is, except she isn't a baby anymore!! But I am so blessed to have been able to know what being a mother is like! Some women don't get that chance and I feel so lucky beyond words. I know this hard time in my life will pass and it will get better. I know this because I really do feel it, I got super lucky that they detected it early enough and that I can put this behind me for now! I don't think I have ever felt so humble and grateful for each day of my life. I know God gave me a chance and maybe this was just a wake-up call to know I'm not Super Women I'm not invincible I'm only human. As I stumble upon this journey called life I can say that I will try to do my best and look at every situation as if there is a solution! Anyway this has been what's going on with me! My close and family know and they have been here for me and just so they know I will always have their back!! I really am going to be okay, I just needed to get this off my chest!!
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