Looking for my buddy's AF due 1/12

Samantha • Me and my boyfriend have been together for almost 8 years we have 2 kids together and ttc #3 after a MC 🙏🏻👶💗💚💙
I'm on cycle 6 and still nothing I am petty sheer I was last month got 2 vvvfp tests and them started bleeding 4 days later I have 2 kids a 5 year old and a 2 year old but it did not tack this long with them I just feel like I'm never going to get my BFP I just want one more and right now I feel like I'm not going to get it and it dose not help that everyone around me is pregnant so it's hard not to be sad and obsessed with it but I'm trying really hard not too I love the 2 kids I have and am so great full for them but also sad that I'm not pregnant