Support from the ladies

I had a miscarriage in September (unplanned pregnancy) I didn't know how I felt about it before but when I lost the baby I knew I wanted one badly. I've been having unprecedented sex ever sense with my partner nearly everyday an every month I was let down. Stopped waiting 2 months ago and today I'm 5 days untill expected period. I have cramps and when I eat I feel sick and my breasts are sort of sore. I'm aware it could very well be just syptoms of my period coming but I'm praying I'll get lucky. Sprinkle baby dust my way :$