I hate my life
I've given up everything for one man. I sacrificed my own happiness for him, and he doesn't even appreciate it. I'm still the evil one, in his eyes. He does whatever he feels like without a care for my feelings. He's cruel to me, I've never been spoken to so horribly. I'm the bad guy? You wish you never met me? Do you understand the agony and regret I go through every damn day because I gave you what you wanted and you still act like a 5 year old, self-centered little child. I just hate what my life has become and I'm completely broken, I couldn't even be with anyone else if I wanted to, I'm too damaged. I can't change the past and I find No comfort in that.
Update: I should add, it's so much tougher than just leaving him and changing my life. I'm trapped and depressed and I have been for a long time. I don't have insurance and can't afford therapy anymore. Even when I went, I'm not sure it helped. I'm dealing with severe depression, anxiety, and ptsd. I don't know where else to turn. I used to have a good head on my shoulders, now living everyday in my head is hell. I really need help.
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