After a laproscopy and a laparatomy in the past 5 months, it looks like I now need ANOTHER laproscopy. I am so tired, angry and frustrated. Today I have just been gorging on chocolate, crying, and wanting to punch every mother I see. I feel so cursed. <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> is officially my only option and I don't have the reproductive years/AMH or money to have the family I always dreamed of. Now I hope to just have one child if possible. I'm so so FRIGGIN angry. My body is scarred and in pain, but no baby. I want to not feel broken, to not feel like this is happening for a reason, as if I deserve this, as if I am not worthy of being a mother. 😫😖😩😖😫😤😶