Should i pause

Ive been with my husband for 10almost 11 yrs yes i do love him and would do anything for him but recently the past couple months i have been feeling depressed and we fight alot dont get me wrong we have our good days. But i have been seriously thinking of putting off trying to consive due to my depression. What can i do i dont want the mirena iv tryed the pill and patch and did not like them the shot i didnt like either yes i have told him that I don't think its the right time to bring in a baby but he says we should still keep trying thanks