I've always suffered from anxiety and depression, I know it sounds crazy, but there are so many crazy people in the world, I'm just so uncomftable being surrounded by people who could just do anything.. Also some days I feel like yeah I can go out today, I get ready and then just fee fat and ugly and just urghhhhh so just stay in all day, I have a really supportive SO he didn't understand at first and used to be quite rude but now he understands it's really hard and tbh it's got worse since my 3 MC and continually BFN 

If I have someone with me, I'm fine I can go out. If I'm happy that day, I'm completely fine, all 3 times I've got a bFp I'm fine! Like I can go shops on my own I want to go out I'm so motivated, I've enenback to my do prods serval times about my tablets, if I miss 2 days JESUS. I get these like electric shocks in my brain, makes me all off balanced and a emotional wreck, she refuses to decrease my amount or change! It's so frustrating