So depressed 😪

31 weeks pregnant and I am feeling really alone...My boyfriend is not really on the same page as me right now and it seems as though I'm going to have to leave him. My parents said they'll help me out and not to worry..I know they will but it still hurts so much because the one person that I thought loved me and wanted to have a family with me basically turned his back on me.. I never felt so hurt and broken before in my life. I'm tired of this.. my daughter and I don't deserve this.. He disappears after he gets off work and he hasn't been home for a day now.. When he smokes or drinks he doesn't act right.. I don't know what to do anymore but I just feel so empty and lost and just confused.... Really wish this wasn't real. I am usually a strong person.. But I can't help but cry so much..