Feeling like he doesn't love me as much as I love him.

To me it feels like because he isn't sure about marriage, he isn't sure about me.

And that hurts.

So it feels like he doesn't love me anywhere near as much as I love him.

He always says, "I love you more," but I just feel like that's a lie. If you don't want to spend the rest of your life with me, why are you even with me?

After 5 years, two miscarriages, ttc, making plans for a house, it just feels like he can do all this with another girl just as easyily and doesn't really love me because he doesn't want to marry me.

What am I doing wrong?