Feeling alone.

I really hate venting on social media, but tonight I feel helpless and lonely. I feel so rejected by my own husband. He shows no emotion, or affection towards me what so ever. I'm a stay at home mom, we have a two year old and a 9 month old so I rarely get any adult interaction. I love my children more than anything, but it gets lonely. My self esteem is really low. I feel so depressed, and honestly unwanted by my husband. I feel like we've lost our "spark" between all the chaos in our lives. We've gone through more within the last six months than we have in our entire marriage between deaths, buying a house, him losing his job..ect. Life has been very stressful, and I feel like we're slowly but surely coming out of this fog we've been in, or at least he is.. But I feel like I'm left in it. Im tired, I feel run down, and unappreciated. I'm tired, I feel ugly and unattractive. I can't even remember the last compliment my husband gave me, that wasn't in a sexual way, just because he wanted something out of it. I don't even feel like he notices me, so I put no effort into myself anymore, because it seems senseless. I just feel empty. I've tried talking to him, but I feel like he hears me, but he isn't actually listening. I just wish more than anything he could see how I feel, and comfort me..because I just feel so drained, and alone!