I should be excited to have this baby but I'm not im dreading it! My partner walked out on me and our 5yr old due to not getting on 😕 so I'll be doing the whole newborn bit on my own with looking after a 5yr old a home and school run! He moved in with his mum so he won't be on hand as I thought! He's very much taken the shine of the whole thing and I'm sat here very much regretting ever getting pregnant as we pland to have this baby! Ever since he started working at this new place he has change all he wants to do is go out drinking leaving us in 24/7 I feel very let down by him! We have been together for 7/8 yrs and thought he was better then this how I was wrong! Leaving when I'm 9 mouths pregnant! We started fighting becouse he went to a dam strip club oh sorry what was I ment to do get him a gift card for the place and a pat on back