AF is late and BFN

Sarah
AF is late and I got a bfn as much I want to be pregnant I hope I am not because I drank ALOT this past month with the Holidays and meeting up with friends and I am scared if I am pregnant that something will be wrong because of all the drinking. I know they say don't drink when you are trying but I don't want people know we are trying like his Mom, his family was already whispering at Christmas if I was because I was not drinking but that's because I was hungover so I took a glass of wine and made sure everyone saw me drink it! Ugh