Here we go again....

It's so hard to see AF arrive each month. I bought a PT last night, took it this morning, I was due to start tomorrow. The test was BFN and then 3 hours later AF surprised me a day early. We are TTC #2 after a little.over 5 years, it's harder knowing we have one child already and can't seem to get pregnant one more time. I'm just heartbroken every month, and you'd think I'd be used to this by now, but I think it just gets more discouraging. *baby dust to the rest of you ladies!*