Need to vent....

Sally
Sometimes do you ever think what am I doing with my life??
Feel neglected by your OH??
I get up go to work, made massive commitments to be with him and I feel I get nothing back. Is it bad that want a man who wants me, grabs me and shows me I'm his. He hardly shows me any affection, NEVER comes on to me for sex. 
Just don't know how much I can take anymore, I got up this morning I never leave without a kiss goodbye, I said I'm going...he didn't budge to get up to kiss me nothing. 
Feel like the love I have is being wasted on someone who doesn't want or appreciate it.
😔