My mom and I have never been that close, but close enough that we look to each other for certain things. But we're not even on speaking terms right now. We can't seem to be in the same room and I find her negativity draining. I'm bummed be I really wish we had a good elation ship especially now. I want her to be in her grandchilds life, but on good terms. I'm just super bummed and lately the emotional hormones have kicked in and it makes me so sad.