Cd52 need success stories and advice

Jade
I'm on my longest cycle ever took  2 test bfn 🙄 so just got on with it keep getting af cramps and couldn't get enough sleep ignored and carried on expecting it but nothing so I took a test as my previous cycle was 28 days I tested at cd35 but then bfn left left another week thinking the witch would arrive but nothing couple days later sore swollen nipples with the af cramps and a emotional wreck took another test bfn at cd47 now cd52 still swollen nipples and now headaches don't want to test and see another bfn period was due 30 Dec 2015 need some positive stories is there any hope or is my body just being evil