AHHHHHHH!!!!!

Im so done! AF is ament to be tomoro. Thort well tonight will be as good as tomoro so tested..negitive again but why wont my stupid head believe it!!! Cervix has been high all week and lots of lumpy cm(sorry tmi!) Feeling on and off sicky and sensitive nipples. Yet still negitive!!!! You know what id rather af turn up so i can just put it behind me and crack on with next month! Just feel fed up and soo frustrated.