Today a year ago i said goodbye to my baby .

💙👣👶💑👧💉 • I am a mom to 3 angel baby's and 1 living child .I am currently pregnant and on lovenox with my 🌈rainbow 🌈 baby boy impatiently waiting his arrival.
I went to my confirmation appointment and learned my baby had passed away . I was 9 weeks 4 days and the baby had died the day before . I was heart broken. I am now 15 weeks and 3 days pregnant with my rainbow baby boy and it hit me again really hard today . I'm so happy yet so scared this baby will die also . I have been so scared to get attached . Please pray for me . God has blessed me so much and my baby is growing and perfect but fear still rears its ugly head . I want peace so bad !