Ear piercing problems👂😢

My ear was pierced when I was 6 years. I continued to wear earrings till 15 years. then is topped wearing. And I'm 17 now (I curse myself for didn't wear the earrings). and from few days, I tried to insert a earring, which didn't go in -___- and I freaked out, and my mom somehow pushed it, and something white liquid poured out, it was paining a lot.

But I can clearly see the piercing spot on both side but can't insert anything, and when I touch, I can feel the path but nothing goes in.

how can I get my ear piercing hole back?