harder than I thought

Jana💕 • suffering from severe hyperemesis with my first pregnancy 😔
I'm a ftm mom with a 2wk old and this is 1000x harder than I expected. my husband works at night but he is a tremendous help when he's home. I feel so lonely and cut off from the world. my pregnancy was long and hard due to have severe morning sickness the entire time and now I have this beautiful babygirl and I'm unhappy. all I can think is how life used to be, which is insane because hubby and I tried for about 6months to get pregnant, so this was def planned. my doc has up my dosage of zoloft to help but I still feel overwhelmed. can anyone relate? I really need a friend to talk to.