Do you ever just feel like you've messed up what could have been something good. Relationship ways, like someone could have genuinely been so into you and wanted more with you; but you allowed the influence of others and your own paranoia and sensitivity ruin what could have been. Like this person was known to be a certain way but maybe wasn't that person anymore and not with you, but being told of there past made you so weiry and paranoid that it just ruined everything, and you became so hurtful to them in defence, thinking they wouldn't even care anyway. 😢😢😢😢 reflecting and putting things together. I honestly have ruined it completely. That's what being in a bad relationship previous can do. Make u too weiry and too sensitive.